Dear God

Dear God , I no longer cloud my mind with the air I hate to breathe
my mind is as clear as the winter breeze
my heart beats for the things I can’t see
and my heart yearns for a loyalty that’s in me .
I don’t think I ever met anyone quite like you .
You’re my best friend i can tell anything to without being worried if you judge my truth .
With you I feel safe in so many ways .
Maybe it’s because I’m no longer jaded by the world and their ways or i could careless what people think of you or how people view me .
My strength of caring made me understand more about me see I did nothing in vain but I wanted everyone see ,
So I ended up never thinking about me .
So I thank you for making me see the only one that’s going to care about me is me .
So now I go about days not thinking about if anyone gets my ways or understands how I move or the things that I love to do
as long as you how know my truth and how these days I’m being forced to move .
No more sitting waiting on my phone ring
no more feeling thinking about anyone before me
no more crying and thinking about what’s next
no more sitting around with a pain in my chest .
It’s my time live
my time breathe
its my time to love
it’s my time to be me !!! Original By Rachel Shundari Ullah ©

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Rachel Shundari ullah

I am a strong woman / mother that has been on my own since 14 years old without the proper guidance or structure. I am currently a volunteer for true2life . I have a purpose deeper then just me , I am the founder and president of my non profit organization named Its Beneath The Surface ( I am U ) . Our mission is to create a universal support system for our youth , teenagers , parents ,and adults of all ages that deal with everyday adversities .