Alone by choice …

I remember sitting alone
I remember the phone ringing
I remember not picking up
I remember crying alone
I remember dying inside
I remember praying to God
That he cleanses my eyes
Now I see clear , God please tell me this isn’t happening again
I did all I could I do but my heart is trapped
I can’t get away from my past how long will this pain last .
The abuse the hurt all these feelings I’m scared ,looking around and no one is there .the phone is ringing and I’m not picking up , I’m all alone life isn’t fair . I can’t believe no body cares , The phone stops ringing …I should have picked up . Original by Rachel Shundari Ullah ©

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Rachel Shundari ullah

I am a strong woman / mother that has been on my own since 14 years old without the proper guidance or structure. I am currently a volunteer for true2life . I have a purpose deeper then just me , I am the founder and president of my non profit organization named Its Beneath The Surface ( I am U ) . Our mission is to create a universal support system for our youth , teenagers , parents ,and adults of all ages that deal with everyday adversities .