I deserve more !!!

I’m dying to understand a man like you
but it feels like what you giving back is disloyal un untruthful .
How can you expect change if all do is play games ..
I open my heart to you and this is the kind shit that you do .
You sneak away and hide your truth and then put a twist on it like I have issues .
Keep it real is all I ask don’t make an ass out of me cause this will not last .
I’m doing my best is that not enough or do you expect more of me
if that’s the case this is not where I wanna be .
I’m a good woman and Won’t settle for less , let me guess this is a test ..
Another lame ass excuse but no good reason ,
I wanted this to be different I wanted you to understand that a real man don’t abuse a woman , lie , cheat and manipulate or put me through through the things you do .
So if this is who you are I can do without , but just expect never see another woman like me , I’m out … Original by Rachel Shundari Ullah ©

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Rachel Shundari ullah

I am a strong woman / mother that has been on my own since 14 years old without the proper guidance or structure. I am currently a volunteer for true2life . I have a purpose deeper then just me , I am the founder and president of my non profit organization named Its Beneath The Surface ( I am U ) . Our mission is to create a universal support system for our youth , teenagers , parents ,and adults of all ages that deal with everyday adversities .