But you love me ????

All by myself with thoughts of what love feels like
,can it be this empty feeling
I can describe of not being understood or respected
can it be feelings of being disregarded and rejected
can it be the feeling of despair and everything that isn’t fair
can it be another one that just doesn’t care .
I heard those words I love you so many times and most the times they were all lies .
It should be more like I love everything you do
and all the things you tolerate to
I love how you expect nothing and still give your all
I love even when I’m not around your waiting on my call .
I love how I make no efforts but you make it work .
I love how your body craves mine even though we don’t spend any time
I love all the things you do to make sure I’m all right .
I love that you forget about yourself and don’t ask me for help
I love that smile you show and the pain you hide .
I love how no matter what I do your still on my side .
I love that you think of me even though I forget about you
I love that through all this you still stay true .
I love that you fell in love with the thought of me and how I say I treat others
I love that you wait patiently like there’s no other .
I love that you give me more credit then I deserve
I love that you believe this is Gods work
I love that your caught up with Who you thought I could be .
I love that you forget I can only be me … Original By Rachel Shundari Ullah ©

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Rachel Shundari ullah

I am a strong woman / mother that has been on my own since 14 years old without the proper guidance or structure. I am currently a volunteer for true2life . I have a purpose deeper then just me , I am the founder and president of my non profit organization named Its Beneath The Surface ( I am U ) . Our mission is to create a universal support system for our youth , teenagers , parents ,and adults of all ages that deal with everyday adversities .