Sniff this ….

Sitting in the dark but seeing the light , understanding life , nothing ever comes as a surprise .
Forgetting all the pain and all my struggles in the past
today is a new day so your words will not last .
Coming from a warrior and princess in her own right don’t you ever think I will give up the good fight …
I am fighting to be heard and truth to be understood .
You will not trample over me my soul is too good .
So I’ll leave you these words and God willing you understand and if you don’t it wasn’t in gods plan .
I’ll continue to have faith and believe my heart is true and remember I should have never belonged to a man like you …
I should have never trusted the words you said
I should have looked at your eyes all wide looking at me like I was your prize .
What did you forget about all I said , about the man I never again wanted in my bed .
Sniffing what you call life so you can rise to the occasion and treat my body kindly
and give me un forgettable sensation not caring about anyone but yourself .
When were you going to tell me you needed help?
During the light your ways shinned oh so bright you didn’t care about managing your life or your health and you were always scared to be alone ,
until your attitude shifted after inhaled what you call exhale ..
But let me guess that green ain’t no drug it don’t matter now because You want to give me hug and ask me how my days was or tell me how you feel
not thinking about the things I hated
or how you weren’t being real .
You manipulated me to believe what you called your truth
not caring that you told me lies . Nothing you ever said added up or made any sense .
Now your mad cause I walked away but how much longer did you expect me to stay …
Original By Rachel Shundari Ullah ©

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Rachel Shundari ullah

I am a strong woman / mother that has been on my own since 14 years old without the proper guidance or structure. I am currently a volunteer for true2life . I have a purpose deeper then just me , I am the founder and president of my non profit organization named Its Beneath The Surface ( I am U ) . Our mission is to create a universal support system for our youth , teenagers , parents ,and adults of all ages that deal with everyday adversities .