If you wonder if I hurt and if I feel pain the question is yes but I refuse to die in vain .
. I do my best to fight harder than before and let go of all the things that I ever did .
I do best to accept all my sins
I do my best to never conform again
To life that has no life in the end
You see me and I’m always smiling
That’s a way to never remind myself once upon a time I was dying
Dying to be heard , understood and remembered
Dying to be loved , protected and respected
Dying to find something that was a part
Of who I was
They say karmas a bitch that something to remember
But always remember with God on my side I will never surrender
The thoughts of devil that make me feel like I should pay for all things I did .
I refuse to believe the Devils way of making me feel like life’s in my way .
I’ll change and never go back to being the same and you will remember my face as I continue to pray . Original By Rachel Shundari Ullah ©