No longer chasing dreams !!!!

Toxic thoughts can’t flood my mind
and neither can you mess up my state of mind …
What you bring to the table can be replaced after all the things in life I faced .
I can see your pain but I need to feel mine
it was only a matter of time
I knew this would happen but I’m ok
I understand there are things in life you rather chase .
The words I love you are so easily said but clearly not what you feel in your head ,
your heart may feel the things you need to feel but your mind is somewhere else I know the deal .
I respect your decision and your way of life , so I’ll let you go and won’t reach out or check if you’re ok because at the end of the day this is not ok
I’m tired of you thinking about only you and what feels good to you .
I can no longer be anyones fool .
Trust me you’ll miss me one day and turn around and say
this is one game I shouldn’t have played . Original By Rachel Shundari Ullah ©

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Rachel Shundari ullah

I am a strong woman / mother that has been on my own since 14 years old without the proper guidance or structure. I am currently a volunteer for true2life . I have a purpose deeper then just me , I am the founder and president of my non profit organization named Its Beneath The Surface ( I am U ) . Our mission is to create a universal support system for our youth , teenagers , parents ,and adults of all ages that deal with everyday adversities .