Time to hear the truth !!!!

πŸ™πŸΎπŸ’ͺ🏽My back hurts
My feet are sore
My legs are burning from moving so fast
I just want this time to pass
So I can put food in my house or maybe take my kids on a vacation
Unfortunately that’s not how the world is built
when you have no help
While you don’t care about a child that has your smile or walks like you
Do you even know all we go through
Or how hard it is
The struggle is real
and you’re not here
Birthdays passed , Holidays gone , Graduation day imagine such a special day and your face is so far away
When will you think about how you’re affecting your kids
Or is it to difficult to face the truth
So you continue to do what you do
So you Take another hit make another sale
Who cares about the mother of your child
Or your kids
Do you think that’s fair ?
You left me alone to do this by myself
I even had to ask people for help
And even though some didn’t come through
I’m not mad they have their own life to tend to
It’s your responsibility
you’re their father
Biologically that is
Definitely not their Daddy
Do you even have a clue
I taught them the best I knew
I cried , screamed and fought
I never threw your name in the dirt
I did my best to understand your hurt
But you took advantage of my heart
You exposed our children to your life
you loved your money over your seeds .
While you pushed them aside
In and out of their life for so many years not thinking about their tears
Eye contact with my daughter no
Words that were heard
Rolled up with my son and laughed hysterically about the past
Invited my son your journey
Did you think God was going to
Let that pass
So while I wiped tears and explained the truth
The wrath of God was catching
Up to you
So he placed you back where you belong
And God willing this time you’ll realize you were wrong !!! Original by Rachel Shundari Ullah

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Rachel Shundari ullah

I am a strong woman / mother that has been on my own since 14 years old without the proper guidance or structure. I am currently a volunteer for true2life . I have a purpose deeper then just me , I am the founder and president of my non profit organization named Its Beneath The Surface ( I am U ) . Our mission is to create a universal support system for our youth , teenagers , parents ,and adults of all ages that deal with everyday adversities .