Soul searching are you ?

I’ll look through your eyes straight into your soul
and call you out on your shit
In my own way
So if please if you think you can destroy me
Think again

I’m stronger than you thought
Clearly now you see
devil doesn’t have
anything on me
I’ll beat the odds cause
God truly knows my heart
That’s the reason I’ll never stop
I made mistakes that’s definitely true
You thought your energy would get the better of me
Shame on you
I told you there’s only1ofme
A mother at heart a warrior by design
This journey I’m on is definitely super naturally designed
Designed for the world to see The real me
After I conquered all the demons in me
Finished with Shame , depression , anger , pride and pain thoughts of death
And losing Myself to anyone ..
There are levels to this
And I can no longer just accept the pain in Anyones chest
You can put me to the test
Not the smartest idea
I rather you trust my words
Or you will be faced with a very sad reality
Easy to see but hard to reach
Having full control over me
My body and my mind is mine
Not yours for just a good time
My past is gone
It no longer belongs to me
so if you really want to get to know me
you better look deeper then my body

So listen to my words and the things I say
this isn’t a game
and if your the devil ill see straight through your window pain … Original By Rachel Shundari Ullah ©

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Rachel Shundari ullah

I am a strong woman / mother that has been on my own since 14 years old without the proper guidance or structure. I am currently a volunteer for true2life . I have a purpose deeper then just me , I am the founder and president of my non profit organization named Its Beneath The Surface ( I am U ) . Our mission is to create a universal support system for our youth , teenagers , parents ,and adults of all ages that deal with everyday adversities .