If you don’t judge you , don’t judge me

This is for the world that judges . I’m Tired of lies being told and condemnation being fed while hypocrisies are built while I continue to wilt .
This is crazy what’s happening .
How can I be me
When you’re so caught
Up with being you
Every time I want to try
Something new
Negative words flow
From your mouth
Is it my Strength that
a person like you
I never thought loving me would bother you
Or taking care of my life ,health and mind
Would push you away
I never speak about the things I really want to say
So I keep my words so simply
So that you don’t think I’m trying to take your shine
I’ve always thought deep
I thought you already knew
Especially after all I seen and been through
I’m not minimizing your pain
But you hide your truth
So I decide to surround myself
Around people I can relate to
I refuse for life to beat me inside and out
So I do best to nourish my soul
I chose not to judge and do my best to understand everyone’s pain
Mean while every word out your mouth
I’m feeling your pain
It’s hard to understand a person
That doesn’t admit their shame , guilt or sins
Is that how
you think you’re going
To win
By belittling the less fortunate
Or mocking the hurt
And not relating
To some stories
But by the things you say
All I hear is anger , bitterness and Shame
But that’s ok
I won’t stand in your way
I’ll allow you to venture on that
Journey of heartache and pain
And God willing you will
Wake up
And see judging
Is wrong
And so is making fun of
The scared , confused
Or laughing at the hurt
By not understanding the things
They do takes away from something they may
have been through
Maybe if you were more honest and swept from under your rug
It would give some a reason to never give up …Original By Rachel Shundari Ullah

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Rachel Shundari ullah

I am a strong woman / mother that has been on my own since 14 years old without the proper guidance or structure. I am currently a volunteer for true2life . I have a purpose deeper then just me , I am the founder and president of my non profit organization named Its Beneath The Surface ( I am U ) . Our mission is to create a universal support system for our youth , teenagers , parents ,and adults of all ages that deal with everyday adversities .