What do I miss …

I might miss you
But I can’t summit
To the feeling of not feeling
I might miss you
But I can’t forget
how you didn’t try
and gave up
I might miss you
But then I remember
how loving you
was more important
than loving me
I might miss you
And then remember
how you made
me feel ,
I might miss you
But then I remember
you pushed me
too far away
I might miss you
But then I remember
how your words
Found a way to Make me stray
I might miss you
But you never thought
about me
So what do I miss
Do I miss how we kiss
Or how I feel
when your lips are on my lips
Or do I miss your hands
moving my hips
As I continue to drip
Or Do I miss
the words you say
Like I love you ,
I want to change
Or Do I miss
the way your eyes look at mine
before you
Slide in Between my thighs
Or do I miss
all your lies
And how much you try
To take away from the things
That made me feel alive
How can I miss the things
that make me Insane
How can I miss that
you don’t care about my pain
I’m starting to question mmy state of mind
Have I always been crazy
Is this the kind of love I chase
Then I remember I have a choice
So I let go and let God and have faith that this kind of love will be replaced .
Original by Rachel Shundari Ullah

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Rachel Shundari ullah

I am a strong woman / mother that has been on my own since 14 years old without the proper guidance or structure. I am currently a volunteer for true2life . I have a purpose deeper then just me , I am the founder and president of my non profit organization named Its Beneath The Surface ( I am U ) . Our mission is to create a universal support system for our youth , teenagers , parents ,and adults of all ages that deal with everyday adversities .