Can you handle me ?

You ask me if I can handle you
I told you the truth
Keep it real with me
and I’ll keep it real with you
I’ll support your dreams
if we’re on the same team
But the minute you start acting funny
I won’t yell and scream
I’ll just fall back
after I tell you
Respectfully what’s on my mind
Like why isn’t time now on our side
But by now your caught up and won’t tell me about your sins
I told you I would never judge
your ways
Just be honest
and I’ll never throw it
in your face
But you’re slowly fading away
The words you say
seems like a vicious game you play
So that bag you bought me
holds no weight
Or holding me close or looking me
in my eyes
licking your lips
Calling this life
I can’t live your truth
while I’m living a lie
My heart is slowly dying inside
I don’t look at you like I use to
My heart doesn’t skip a beat
when our eyes meet
Because what comes out your mouth is lies and deceit
Am I sleeping with the enemy
or do my eyes deceive me
Phone rings ,
I’m faced with the truth
But I can careless because at this point I don’t even love you
I have my life to tend to
So I’ll be on my way
just remember I wanted to stay
And I prayed to God he change
Your ways
But I can no longer put up with
Uncontrollable ways … Original by Rachel Shundari Ullah

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Rachel Shundari ullah

I am a strong woman / mother that has been on my own since 14 years old without the proper guidance or structure. I am currently a volunteer for true2life . I have a purpose deeper then just me , I am the founder and president of my non profit organization named Its Beneath The Surface ( I am U ) . Our mission is to create a universal support system for our youth , teenagers , parents ,and adults of all ages that deal with everyday adversities .