Are you my Ride or die or run and hide

The finer things
I love you’re so right a beauty in a beast that not only skin deep
I hear your words
But you still forget to mention
How you would handle life when being taught a lesson
Or when adversity hits home
Will you hide your face or need space because you can’t live with pressure in your face
What if those intricate things weren’t as attainable and simple as it seemed
And now we have to survive
Will you be my ride or die or will tag along for the ride
Would my smile and laugh still seem as beautiful as your fantasies
Or will you lose all interest in keeping me happy
Not knowing how to keep it together
So you find unhealthiest outlet
Whether it’s drinking or drugging hanging with your boys
while I’m at home flipping
Trying to figure out what’s next
feeling the pain in my chest
So let’s not talk about the flowers and the candy
Let’s get down to nitty-gritty and tell me you would do if life wasn’t looking so pretty . It hurts to know the truth but it feels amazing to be living proof . So this time around I know how to move ….original by Rachel Shundari Ullah

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Rachel Shundari ullah

I am a strong woman / mother that has been on my own since 14 years old without the proper guidance or structure. I am currently a volunteer for true2life . I have a purpose deeper then just me , I am the founder and president of my non profit organization named Its Beneath The Surface ( I am U ) . Our mission is to create a universal support system for our youth , teenagers , parents ,and adults of all ages that deal with everyday adversities .