I’ve always been she …

I Honorable woman I’ve always been but you were focused on your pain and didn’t care about mine , I told you my truth many times .
But I allowed your your mind and the way you thought to cloud my mind
Insecurities allowed me to follow your lead
Why did you add to my pain
Instead of help me heal
I don’t understand where I went wrongI built you up as I forgot about meI never told you how to feelI allowed you to feel the pain of your past as you disregarded mineNow you wonder why I’m saying good-byeBecause your lack of words and feelings didn’t set me free that bedroom I cried in was the only time I was able to cleanse my eyes …

Original by Rachel Shundari Ullah

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Rachel Shundari ullah

I am a strong woman / mother that has been on my own since 14 years old without the proper guidance or structure. I am currently a volunteer for true2life . I have a purpose deeper then just me , I am the founder and president of my non profit organization named Its Beneath The Surface ( I am U ) . Our mission is to create a universal support system for our youth , teenagers , parents ,and adults of all ages that deal with everyday adversities .