I Pray For You If You Prey On Me

I thank you god cause I know 

you could of 

made it harder 

for me . 

after all the things  

I’ve seen 

and been through 

you didn’t 

let me fall 

. I might of 

scraped my knees 

but that’s when 

you forced me 

to my knees 

Showing me everything

 I didn’t see 

Like it was time 

to start planning 

and doing things differently 

No more running

from my truth 

No more waiting 

for someone 

to lessen my pain

From running 

from life’s vicious ways 

Time to face 

my demons head one 

Fear of being alone 

Who’s going 

embrace my truth 

Scared to face 

my insecurities 

like who else 

is going to want me 

These scars and tattoos 

Who is going to respect my story 

Or is another one 

going to add to my Pain 

A full circle 
this has to be 

gods test 

So I continue 

to build myself up

to be my very best 

Learning every lesson 

is gods blessing 

once we pass the 

test .

Time has a way 

of healing all wounds 

I may remain internally bruised 

but never giving 


the tools again 

So I will remain 

vulnerable in my strength ,

 I won’t pretend 

I know god 

knows my heart 

and the things 

that set me apart . 

So I may lay alone 

but God knows 

I could of easily 

picked up my phone 

and released all my  energy 

With someone 

who’s spiritually 

 not healthy for me 

that is preying on me 

to see what feels 

like to be 

with a woman 

Like me … 

Original By Rachel Shundari Ullah 

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Rachel Shundari ullah

I am a strong woman / mother that has been on my own since 14 years old without the proper guidance or structure. I am currently a volunteer for true2life . I have a purpose deeper then just me , I am the founder and president of my non profit organization named Its Beneath The Surface ( I am U ) . Our mission is to create a universal support system for our youth , teenagers , parents ,and adults of all ages that deal with everyday adversities .